dawn at Lake Ella

7/26/2021 – Monday

I was asked recently if I’m okay, and the answer is: no. I’m not.

I managed to struggle-bus through lockdown and “re-opening” but as we get ready to start the fall term at FSU I think everything is finally hitting me like a rockslide. Yes, I’m starting up therapy again. That, however, does not change the utter cluster-fuck of fascism, climate change, and late-stage capitalism that drains my weary soul. *sigh*

In fitting news, this sign appeared at Henry’s Radiator this morning:

Thank you for
years of business
– Closed –
1932-2020
88 years
Please call Daniel Harmon
if questions or Emergency issues!
conserning[sic] property
850-832-2639

henry's radiator

So, that’s the end of an era. I’ve never known that business to actually be a business, in the sense of having customers and working on radiators. Seems like it was more of a hobby for the owner to just hang out at the shop randomly, which as a retirement plan is not terrible! I do not know if the owner died or just decided it was time to fold it up, but it puts the property into question. I have no doubt that a developer or two is already slavering at the mouth to rip down this historic, iconic garage and, I dunno, build a starbucks. Wouldn’t surprise me.

Going to be a busy week and also a sad one as our boss’s last week…I doubt we’ll even see much of her as she packs up her office and hands over the reins.

So much uncertainty. :/